landscape of a defiant

vertebra looking for
a place to be
not knowing
if forward or backward
or if it enters
another place and another
structure of spiralling freedom

so the inpatient squeezes
into all directions
hoping for the click
and that the click and
that it then
now or soon
but that

the click
meanwhile bows
to the defiant rotating
making space to forget
about a possible
future replaced
by a cracking sound